Ipoh , my hometown

Recently just flight back to Ipoh from singapore, feel so "balik kampung".I took Firefly to flight back , my bf say is a very very small plane, but I don't believe, on that day to fly back ,OMG, really very very small  , even jetstar is also bigger than this.While flying on the mid air, the flight is unstable..The one seat beside me yelled , we are dying~!haha , quite a cute little girl .

On that day  , my sister was also back home with her husband and childrens.Such a long time din't see my sister and my nieces.So , I took a snap of them ,whoohoo..cute man..

Wish I also have cute babies in the future~!

Heart is crying

This is my last week clinical attachment for my year 1 semester 2. Today is also a sad day . One of my patient was very pity , he has wife , has son , has daughter in law , but they abadoned him alone at hospital .No even one want to fetch him back . I know my patient was very sad , maybe bleeding inside the heart ,but he show nothing on the face . While I showering him , I saw his tear in the eyers. What I can do now is counsel him.Sometime ,he will told me that he want to die .Eventhough I keep on telling him that this is not a appropriate way , seems like not work.Anyway , he is going to shelter home .Hope the nurses there can take care of him until the end of his life.

*people in the picture is not the real patient.just a model*

Another patient's family was worst than this patient. She has3 daughters, but no even one wan to fetch her back .Why? Because the yougest daughter said that this is the eldest 's responsible , If I fetch my mom back , this is unfair for me. While the eldest said that , she has to take of her grandchildrens."So what?"I yelled inside my heart .If don't have the mother , where were you come from , you tell me? But I am not dare to speak out , not because I am timid , because of I m just a nobody.And so , this 3daughters decided to sent her mom to shelter home , again the shelter home added a lonely old people.

Sometime I am so insist to enter my saddie ward.Hope tomorrow everything will be fine.Thanks GOD.

Feel so good to come back here~!

Recently been so busy for my clinical attachment in one of the hospital  .I have been two weeks din't meet my bf,so miss him . We just met yesterday ,and we went for a buffet steamboat. Eating can make me relax my mind awhile . I have been so stress during my clinical attachment.

My ward is for those elderly patients, some are being abadoned ,some are alone all the time ,I quite sad to see them like that.So , I hope I can be a pair of ears ,listen to them , talk to them and counsel them.Sometimes they are mumbleling themself. Loneliness is so scary ,hope I wont't be part of them when I am old .

Tomorrow need to go to hospital again. My body feel so tired but my heart never complaint tiredness , because taking care of patients is my favourite job in my whole life. Mom say I always do things imcompletely , but this time I will impress my mom.hehe.

Okay, it's time to sleep .Good night my blog,my friends~!