Heart is crying

This is my last week clinical attachment for my year 1 semester 2. Today is also a sad day . One of my patient was very pity , he has wife , has son , has daughter in law , but they abadoned him alone at hospital .No even one want to fetch him back . I know my patient was very sad , maybe bleeding inside the heart ,but he show nothing on the face . While I showering him , I saw his tear in the eyers. What I can do now is counsel him.Sometime ,he will told me that he want to die .Eventhough I keep on telling him that this is not a appropriate way , seems like not work.Anyway , he is going to shelter home .Hope the nurses there can take care of him until the end of his life.

*people in the picture is not the real patient.just a model*

Another patient's family was worst than this patient. She has3 daughters, but no even one wan to fetch her back .Why? Because the yougest daughter said that this is the eldest 's responsible , If I fetch my mom back , this is unfair for me. While the eldest said that , she has to take of her grandchildrens."So what?"I yelled inside my heart .If don't have the mother , where were you come from , you tell me? But I am not dare to speak out , not because I am timid , because of I m just a nobody.And so , this 3daughters decided to sent her mom to shelter home , again the shelter home added a lonely old people.

Sometime I am so insist to enter my saddie ward.Hope tomorrow everything will be fine.Thanks GOD.